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惜缘

7月5日,星期日。 虽是周末,却没有闲过,一整日在家搞自己的项目,不为别人,只为对自己负责。 6月29日那天,放假,约了两个美女聚餐。 那天早上做了一个简单的“体检”以便更新我的的士驾驶执照后,便满怀期待地奔赴大巴遥与CK会面,再一起打的到Jalan Besar的瑞春餐馆与JX会合。 算起来,我们三人应该有一年多没有一起用餐了,而我和她们相识的时间也并不长,仅仅几个月,虽不能说倾盖如故,却能够有说有笑,也算是颇为友好。 偶尔想起,总觉得缘分这一个东西真的很奇妙,我和她俩的年龄相差了一大截,竟然可以聚在一块。尤其是还在就读大学的JX这个小女孩,我甚至可以当她的长辈。 与往常一样,在闲话家常里少不了捧腹大笑,更免不了忘了积点口德,真的是有些“罪过,罪过”,所以我们的WhatsApp小群的名字是“搞笑一族”,后来被JX改成“好命一族”。 “好命一族”,但愿真的如此,愿CK与JX以后的生活都是充实的,一帆风顺的。 时间的相对性总是让人无奈,快乐的时光稍纵即逝,一顿午餐把我喂得“大腹便便”,可是却喂不饱那份难得相聚的留恋,曲终人散后,终究还是要分道扬镳,不知何时才能够再见。 临走前,我们依旧拍了一张合照,以作纪念。 人生,本就是由许多相聚与分离的场景组成一部戏的,更是一趟单程的旅程。 每一个阶段是一个驿站,每一个驿站,是人与人之间的相聚与分离的地点,该走的,该来的,好的走了,坏的来了,都会一一地演变。 所以说,花无百日红,人无千日好,无常,是我们做人应该懂得与接受的。 因此,我格外珍惜那一天的相聚,也聚精会神地与她俩开心地聊天,别无他念。 因为,我特别珍惜和她俩那一份莫名的情缘。 已经好长一段时间没有写中文心语了,总觉得无法把心语贯穿成一副美丽的画面。 记得曾经有一段日子发现写作是一种“苦差”,再也不像往日般可以如行云流水般地把心情落成铿锵的文字,于是便得过且过地写英文日记。 若不是与JX这个中国小女孩再见,听着她那标准的中文口音, 撩起我对中文的热爱,我想接下来的日记仍然是以我较弱的英文写的。 05.07.2020 林顺源

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Stop worrying…

26 June 2020. I was on leave last Wednesday, and my close friend sent me a message: “Enjoy your leave. And don’t worry about work.” I looked at the message and wondered: Have I been worrying about work? Or did I display that I was worried about work? Perhaps my enthusiasm about certain part of my work and the eagerness […]

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At a loss…

15 June 2020, Monday. I am on leave today. But there’s nowhere I can go for I need to stay home and take care of mom. Renci Hospital remains closed even though our Circuit Breaker has ended, at least until Phase 2 of the end of Circuit Breaker. I continue to take up challenges from my old classmates whom requested […]

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A busy day

06 June 2020, Saturday. It was a busy day for me. I started sketching after breakfast and kept myself busy and peaceful for the whole morning. She was once my best friend when I was 17 years old. And I haven’t seen her for a long time. Her husband was also my good friends in school. We were all in […]

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My Journey

01 June 2020. Monday. It has been 2 months since Singapore government implemented the Circuit Breaker which drives many people “crazy”. And today marks the end of the circuit breaker, and our government has announced a phased approach to bring all of us back to our normal routine lives. From my observations in the past 1 week, I have noticed that besides feeling “bored to death”, Singaporeans are gradually letting their guards down, as I see more people in the neighbourhood. When COVID19 first started in China, it attracted attention from all over the world. Daily news were flooded with all sorts of information on the outbreak of the virus, with numerous videos on China’s situation and “Wuhan” virus was the number 1 topic. But most of us were just audiences though the situation in China has instilled fears in many countries and people’s hearts, causing many to rush to supermarkets to stock up items that may not be necessary. Hand sanitizers and masks went out of stock, shelves in super markets were emptied, As the virus started to spring up in every corner of the world, South Korea, Japan, then Europe and now US, it is amazing that COVID19 is no longer the hot topic and has become something that we take it as part of what is happening in the world right now. While the other countries’ cases continue to increase, we see China’s numbers maintaining around 80,000+ […]

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Self Reflection

19 May 2020. Second working day of the week and I am already feeling mentally tired. I have been “bombarding” and “slamming” the team for two days, coming from the perspective to train and share with them all my knowledge and skill set. During the process, I got worked up a couple of times when I realised that I couldn’t […]

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It’s really time to let go

17 May 2020. A warm but wet Sunday. I was beginning to feel strained and yet I didn’t know about it. For the whole of last week, mom would tell me that dad has been telling her that he was not feeling well and having very bad headache and she needed to go to my sister’s place to see hm. […]

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Challenge

07 May 2020. Thursday. I am falling in love with sketching for now. And the more I sketched, the more I want to challenge myself to do better and better each day. Few days back, Charlene gave me a challenge to draw an Anime character for her to guess who I would be drawing. And I completed the sketch in […]

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I am comforted

Who is this lady? 05 May 2020. Tuesday. It was a productive day for me as I tried to clear all my backlogs of emails that began to pile up over last week. And as I followed up on all the projects that I am handling, I found self satisfaction for I know that there isn’t any big obstacles ahead […]

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