14 April 2020.

My shipment to my loved one has arrived and I felt relieved.

But for whatever reason, I felt a little bit down today as I caught glimpses of truth in my life and began to know why no matter how much I try and give, things don’t seem to change.

Then I realised, it is no longer unconditional love that I have always believed.

Perhaps, I am feeling jealous.

As I meditated and looked within, my inner voice was calling to me: “It’s time to wake up.”

I’ve been saying recently that COVID-19 should be a wake up call to all mankind, and then why am I still not waking up in my own world?

Time to wake up and let go.

Holding on too tightly will only be holding on to sufferings.

And I am tired.

14.04.2020

Francis Lim