Understanding nothingness…

12 April 2020. Sunday. The world seems to have come to a halt slowly, as economy starts to slow down, non essential businesses are closed, many countries implemented lockdown which affected most people’s way of living. And Singapore is not spared too. It’s the fifth day of Singapore’s Circuit Breaker, kind of a lockdown similar to other countries. The number […]

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Love fills my heart…

04 April 2020. Saturday. “Be with someone who loves you harder on the days when you can’t love yourself.” Somehow, when I saw this quote on YouTube, I just love it very much. So I decided to sketch the Buddha face I saw on YouTube that comes with this quote. I’m not sure if this is really a quote from […]

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Fools Day

01 April 2020. It’s April Fool’s day. The world seems more solemn than in the past years as the COVID-19 continues to haunt the hearts of the people where there are huge outbreaks. But to say that we are all fools isn’t far from truth as well, for only fools will get stressed and frustrated over matters that don’t really […]

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How to meditate…?

22 March 2020. Dad had a relapse of his mental illness. Tuesday night, he suddenly told me that he started to get worried and fearful for no reason. His mind couldn’t stop thinking and he feels miserable. I asked him what he was thinking about and what he was fearful of, he couldn’t articulate and the only thing he said […]

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Can you remember me…?

I received a Skype message this evening: “Hi Francis, this is Harriet, can you remember me? We attended DILO (day in a life of… another colleague) together last year…” Searching through my memories, I couldn’t recall who this person is and how she looks like. I chose to be honest with her and told her I have no memory at […]

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If I have a choice…

08 March 2020. Sunday. It was sunny in the morning and suddenly it poured around 1pm. As the Chinese saying that goes, the sky is unpredictable, and so is life. Things can change in a wink of an eye, relationship can turn sweet or sour overnight, and many a times, we can’t see to find the explanation to each and […]

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