Self Reflection

19 May 2020. Second working day of the week and I am already feeling mentally tired. I have been “bombarding” and “slamming” the team for two days, coming from the perspective to train and share with them all my knowledge and skill set. During the process, I got worked up a couple of times when I realised that I couldn’t […]

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It’s really time to let go

17 May 2020. A warm but wet Sunday. I was beginning to feel strained and yet I didn’t know about it. For the whole of last week, mom would tell me that dad has been telling her that he was not feeling well and having very bad headache and she needed to go to my sister’s place to see hm. […]

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Challenge

07 May 2020. Thursday. I am falling in love with sketching for now. And the more I sketched, the more I want to challenge myself to do better and better each day. Few days back, Charlene gave me a challenge to draw an Anime character for her to guess who I would be drawing. And I completed the sketch in […]

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I am comforted

Who is this lady? 05 May 2020. Tuesday. It was a productive day for me as I tried to clear all my backlogs of emails that began to pile up over last week. And as I followed up on all the projects that I am handling, I found self satisfaction for I know that there isn’t any big obstacles ahead […]

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Accomplishments…

 02 May 2020. Saturday night. This week has been a great week. First of all, dad is recovering, I hope. He has stopped coming over to my house and heeded my advice to stay at home since he has been feeling weak. Besides, he has acknowledged that his anxiety has got to do with the way mom treated him, and […]

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I blew my top…

20 April 2020. Monday. I set up this blog to remind myself to love myself. And I have succeeded and I have failed. Especially when I felt that I am a fool trying to be the best myself, loving and kind. “Silence” is the best reply to a fool. As I look at this quote repeatedly, I noticed that I […]

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