Stop worrying…

26 June 2020. I was on leave last Wednesday, and my close friend sent me a message: “Enjoy your leave. And don’t worry about work.” I looked at the message and wondered: Have I been worrying about work? Or did I display that I was worried about work? Perhaps my enthusiasm about certain part of my work and the eagerness […]

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At a loss…

15 June 2020, Monday. I am on leave today. But there’s nowhere I can go for I need to stay home and take care of mom. Renci Hospital remains closed even though our Circuit Breaker has ended, at least until Phase 2 of the end of Circuit Breaker. I continue to take up challenges from my old classmates whom requested […]

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A busy day

06 June 2020, Saturday. It was a busy day for me. I started sketching after breakfast and kept myself busy and peaceful for the whole morning. She was once my best friend when I was 17 years old. And I haven’t seen her for a long time. Her husband was also my good friends in school. We were all in […]

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Self Reflection

19 May 2020. Second working day of the week and I am already feeling mentally tired. I have been “bombarding” and “slamming” the team for two days, coming from the perspective to train and share with them all my knowledge and skill set. During the process, I got worked up a couple of times when I realised that I couldn’t […]

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It’s really time to let go

17 May 2020. A warm but wet Sunday. I was beginning to feel strained and yet I didn’t know about it. For the whole of last week, mom would tell me that dad has been telling her that he was not feeling well and having very bad headache and she needed to go to my sister’s place to see hm. […]

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Challenge

07 May 2020. Thursday. I am falling in love with sketching for now. And the more I sketched, the more I want to challenge myself to do better and better each day. Few days back, Charlene gave me a challenge to draw an Anime character for her to guess who I would be drawing. And I completed the sketch in […]

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I am comforted

Who is this lady? 05 May 2020. Tuesday. It was a productive day for me as I tried to clear all my backlogs of emails that began to pile up over last week. And as I followed up on all the projects that I am handling, I found self satisfaction for I know that there isn’t any big obstacles ahead […]

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Accomplishments…

 02 May 2020. Saturday night. This week has been a great week. First of all, dad is recovering, I hope. He has stopped coming over to my house and heeded my advice to stay at home since he has been feeling weak. Besides, he has acknowledged that his anxiety has got to do with the way mom treated him, and […]

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Managing expectations

27 April 2020. Monday. It was another normal day on Thursday, 23 April 2020. But it was a day when I felt the warmth of friendship, as a short email popped into my eyes. The mail said: Dearest Francis, reading your recent posts, I could feel that you weren’t very happy. How are you? Is it work and life challenges […]

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